It wasn't sadness entirely, it was like robbery: someone must have stuck a hand inside my heart and took the only thing left beating.
My beautiful light.
Oh, Sweet babe.
Air cold, bodies cold, like a phone suddenly shutting off. like soldiers with razor shaving off. In the moment, I knew, just as they certainly do, that now everything begins.
The long journey, the self talking, the torment taste of peacefulness,
has now B E G U N.
Such sweet punishment of truly alone.
I did not know voices, caresses could shield me from the fall, I did not know if happiness was a facade for an untended sickness.
I know I am wrapped in care, as though drowning in bubble bath.
Sane and Ready, Yes. I believe.
BE SAFE, BE HEALTHY, BE SATISFIED, BE HAPPY.
AND ALWAYS, BE IN LOVE.
Love, you’re lover.